thatkindofgirl

I live on a slippery slope and for some reason I can't stop doing rain dances.

  • I find other things to make me happy. I invest all my time and effort into them. Because I can’t make myself happy.

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  • I can feel it on it’s hind legs, waiting to spring and envelop me.  But keep feeding it.  Feed it until it’s strong as an oxe, and try to drown it.  I don’t think an oxe can drown. It drowns you. Is it me? Is it a phase? How can you stand above me? Convenience is in play, I know it is. Fuck you.  Don’t act like you didn’t feed this too. “I’m sorry if you’ve ever under the impression that this is okay.” Fuck. You. I’m silent. This is something you will have to deal with on your own.

    Both of you have it all figured out.  Did you ever stop and take the time to reflect, and think maybe, just fucking maybe, this is because of what I face? You don’t believe me. No one does. No one should.  Why do I do this.

    It looms, I feel like it has wings. It stretches so far, past to future, it’s big ugly head staring me in the face.  Can I do this?

    I can feel it dangling over me, almost teasing me.  It’s surfacing in my soul. It smiles, says hello again. But I have nothing to make it go away. You’ve taken it from me. I have nothing to pacify it. I don’t want to look at this mirror image. Is it me? Is this something inside of me? Or is this outside of the cage.

    I’m almost free.

    Will that be the end of it? I’m scared of myself.

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  • "When you find your path, you must not be afraid. You need to have sufficient courage to make mistakes. Disappointment, defeat, and despair are the tools God uses to show us the way."
    Paulo CoelhoBrida (via feellng)

    (Source: feellng)

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  • "Find a way to continually move. In your faith, in your knowledge, in your hobbies, just MOVE. FORWARD."
  • Oh shit why am I laughing so hard

    “he shouldn’t have given me that D” hashtag clarification
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  • bubblyamby:

    ch-amber-of-secrets:

    Please stop what you are doing and take a moment to appreciate how awesome this show is.

    Blue Devils 2003- The Phenomenon of Cool

    yaaaassss

    They’re insane.

    (via a-high-school-seniors-band-blog)

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  • irvinatorr:

    wow the fifty shades of grey movie looks intense

    (Source: irvinator, via laughingstation)

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  • shuckl:

    starrysleeper:

    get-off-your-arse-its-begun:

    geekishchic:

    volouminous:

    You can be mature and respectful and still have a dirty sense of humour.

     You can curse a lot and still be highly intelligent with a massive vocabulary.

    You can be quiet and reserved and still be witty and even outgoing in certain circles.

    You can be intelligent and sharp-minded and still forget what month it is

    you can dance if you wanna, you can leave your friends behind

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